death it seems not...

i fear that it would happen to me... dying due to work... maybe one day maybe today...
haha... seems laughable... a NSF dying with heart attack due to the stress at work in camp.
but it is true.. the number to suicide cases unheard of and the number to calls that come in to the counselling hotline, they are all evidence of the truth that all are hiding it.
The stress, the deadlines, the reports no one would ever thought a NSF would have so much to worry about.
I'm glad that its the last 4months in my NS. I had learnt alot from my previous superior whom took great care of me and the rest of his subordinates. Even though he had a lot of struggles with his personal life, he did not show it all.

Casting all these aside, I sympathize with the lady who died recently that was featured in the neighbourhood newspaper. All she did was trying her best to earn as much money as she could to being her beloved mother for a vacation. I could imagine the stress and the struggles she has. I guess I would have done the same and work very hard knowing that a guy should placed his career before anything else (old wives tale).

I'm glad that this May first, I have the time to sleep and woke up late. To talk to God and thank him for the many things that he has blessed me with, frens, family and life everlasting. Though I'm returning back to camp to compile the work that is not completed tonight, I'm appreciate the fellow frens that I have in camp that really perk me up when I'm struggling and gave me tons of encouragement. I thank God for placing them in my life.