thanks be to Him~*

gave thanks to God for the first semester and my job. amazingly, i got distinctions (70%-79%) for all my first sem modules although it seems to be a low distinction. i pray that i will do well and better for the coming semesters. For my job, i have more responsibilities and got a confirmation of my job from my previous superior who left the company late last month for her retirement. Although it was not the third month of probation, i received it and it allowed me to receive my aws, even though it was pro-rated, i thank God that I have this amount to bless others and to pay for my education. cant wait for july where my salary will be reviewed. heehee~*

the story of the surviving guy

the last of the surviving race. the race that was tinted and full of blemishes. it has come down to a lonely survivor. he is all alone struggling within. friends have deserted him, knives have been thrown behind his back. he presses on. even as the clouds grew denser and the rain became to pour, he still snuggle into his cave and tear. The world seems to be a tougher place to live. many times this survivor felt giving up but the little voice next to him told him that he is not forgotten. he is not alone. where are you little voice? where are you dear friend.

lost and ashamed of his past. his actions. he cried. he teared before the many men that surrounds him in oblivion. please give me the smile that you have blessed me before so that I could bless others with. - thats what he prayed.

haven't been blogging for quite some time. its like the hands feel weak to type something on the keyboard. many updates yet nothing terrific about it. received my job confirmation on the 30th Nov. less than 3 months into my job. though i know i would have got it and there's nothing to be glad about. even though i knew that the Lord was with me all this while and helping me and covering my back whenever there were problems faced in the job. oh well... its almost been a year. i'm 7mths away to the number 23. the number which means alot to me in many ways.
exams are over. the term has begun and the module that i'm taking is managerial accounting with Elaine. hope all goes well and i will be able to do well... been going for HGC, house group community they call it in church, it is also term as cell - group but more family type cause its at a home. though i know the people there but i have yet to be into the lives of theirs. was praying on the friday night. the Lord spoke to weiling about me. mentioning about the struggle that i have in relationships. not the bgr type but the openess of my life to others. i find it so true. khim fatt sense from the Lord about me was a vision that i was unveiling a black cloth that is like a curtain which we yet to interpret from the Lord. on saturday night, the Lord reminded me to feed His lambs. I find it so difficult to do so. Very tough. I pray that my heart will be open to Him that a transformation could take place within me and I will be able to touch lives.