Not sure if you're able to spot me. anyway I'm the first visible guy on the left. Had a wonderful experience at istana. Would like to go for another GOH if there's an opportunity before I finish my service. well, there's still NDP @marina bay 2007. will be busy on saturdays~* ^_^

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Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
1 Corinthians 13:4-6

The last thing I want to do is to hurt anyone.Help me to continue loving you as my friend despite all the tears my love for you have led me to.

I just have to focus on the right things, the right people in my life.
What I need is friends...
I believe I will forget my selfish love for you one day.
Unconditional love is just so hard for me towards you. I have wasted so much of my time and tears but the last thing I want to do is to resent you.

This is just not me.If falling in love is so painful, I dont want to fall in love anymore.

(extracted from a hidden room that my heart frequents)

Welcome your Excellency Gloria Arroyo~*

saw my photo in the straits times today~* in home edition page 4, will be uploading the picture coming weekend but doubt anyone will locate me in it... looked fat in it.. even have to find the guy next to me just to find me.. haha... anyway glad there's something to remember in.. first picture taken in no. 1 uniform... after that GOH at istana, all of us went to saftimi for more rehearsals and drills... tired day... will be having another session of drills and everything on wednesday and thursday.. hope sunday will be able to perform well... yup.. perhaps will clock another 3 days of off to my 12.5 days of off days and 9.5 days of leave before i finish my service~* yea... ^_^ anyway both presidents was kinda close to me during that ceremonial welcome., cause was in first row.. kinda nervous.. hope to get to do another GOH before ord...

Lover's Concerto

How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the clouds with their melody
Oh! See there beyond the hills
The bright colors of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us
Just to fall in love
You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful
Now, I belong to you
From this day until forever
Just love me tenderly
And I'll give to you
Every part of me
Oh! Don't ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without love
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally
You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful

Fell for this melodious song~*

the butterfly

there was this pretty blue butterfly. she had the most beautiful wings in the world. this butterfly had a partner but he had an early death. there she wandered to the many places in the world in search for the legendary flower. the flower that could grant wishes that the heart desire. the butterfly flew and flew and managed to find the flower. the flower releases its pollen and a mist suddenly clouded the vision of the butterfly. she fell and went to a very deep sleep. her partner appeared in her dream. he mentioned letting him go so that the both of them would be happy and that she should not waste her time on him. though very much she couldn't, she had to free him. the moment she promised to free him, she awoke from her slumber and began to live her life all over again.

wishes~*

many wishes many blessings are all being fulfilled every moment in everyone's life. Everyday I pray. I leave it to the amazing love of God to fulfil the promise that he gave to me. and with that I renew my covenant with him everyday of my life. hoping that i will be forgiven and cleanse to be able to receive his love all over again for i know i'm incomplete.
Thank you Lord.

a thanksgiving entry

thanks mingxiu, weiwee, sui, mummy, xiuling, yickchuen, chenbin, deming, june, huifen, elaine, tianen, weekiang, lydia for the messages sent and the well-wishes
thanks guys for the cake and having celebrated my birthday with xuan, lydia, sui, xiuling.
thanks for the notebook that you gave. appreciate it very much.
thanks be to God for the people that he blesses me with in my life.

i fell for the lady who played frosty the snowman

okay, she did not played the piece and i fell for her, it was much before that. but that was that. i fell for the keeper of my heart too. He took me in while I was alone, afraid and sick. by faith, i recovered and overcome all things from this day forth. for humble wll be my heart, for love has brought me life. and i will bring you joy everlasting. that was what he said.

the apple that never had its day

in the southern part of far far away land, there was this peculiar apple. Lets give this apple a name. It shall be called Simon. Simon was one of the poisoned apples that was to be given to snow white that fateful afternoon. How badly had Simon wanted to be the apple that was taken by snow white. How badly. Too bad for Simon, another apple in the basket was taken. A bite from the other apple that was also poisoned caused pretty snow white to fall in a slumber that only a kiss from a prince could wake her up. Simon wanted badly to end his life. He felt no meaning. the witch that manufactured the apples made the apples in such a way that only apples that were eaten or at least taken a bite from it would then be able to 'rot-in-peace'. Simon had an eternal life. the life that he never wanted. He felt no purpose as a poison apple. The castaway. The apple that wasn't meant to be. dust and dirt grew over the apple and soon after, the simon forgotten its name. the end.

Enter the world of Innocence

There's a tonne of innocence in this. Much of it comes from the gift of the Lord that comes so freely upon his child that makes lots of passion for the truth that comes with it. I'm happy. Happy for you. The angels in the heaven rejoices. The redemption of the child pleases more than the acts the jester bring. Through it all... I'm glad. contented. able to surrender all to be in heaven this moment.